It’s uncommon

It’s uncommon for me to blog twice in a day.
But, there was too many feelings in my heart that i cant stand with it anymore.
It is really an awful + bad + terrible + sorrow day for me.
I hate it!
I hate it! i dont even know since when i become so emo

I think i expect some concern and care from who i was expected.
Yet, i was wrong.
Those who really gimme concern and care were who i didnt even think of them.
I’m such a failure in friendship.
I would said, i was too demanding on my close friends who are always busy with their’s thing.
I should also look for others friends who not really close to me.

For those who encourgared me, seriously, i appreciate it a lots.
You’r the one who show me the way when i feeling down.
Gimme happiness also.
Thanks a lot.

I should keep this on, so that i cant beat the bad + awful feeling in my heart.
I’ll try.
I hope that i’ll success…

Bless for me. Thanks.